Does Jesus Love Me?
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Does Jesus Love Me? (I Asked Him That in the Worst Moment of My Life)
I hit rock bottom on a Tuesday night in a cheap motel room. Phone dead. Wallet empty. Heart in pieces. I remember looking at the Gideon Bible on the nightstand and actually laughing out loud: “Does Jesus love me? Right now? After what I just did?”
I’m not even sure I love me.”
I opened it anyway. And Jesus answered—loud, gentle, and way too personal.
Here’s what He said to the guy crying in room 12B (and to every one of us who’s ever wondered the same thing):
- Does Jesus love me when I’m the one who ran? “I am the good shepherd… I lay down my life for the sheep.” (John 10:14-15) He didn’t say “for the good sheep.” He said for the sheep—the ones who wander, the ones who panic, the ones who get lost on purpose. He laid down His life for the me that was hiding in a motel.
- Does Jesus love me when I’m ashamed to look at Him? “Then neither do I condemn you,” Jesus declared. “Go now and leave your life of sin.” (John 8:11 — to the woman caught in adultery) He looked straight at the person everyone else wanted dead, and the first words out of His mouth were freedom, not shame.
- Does Jesus love me when I’m hanging on a cross next to Him, cursing my life away? “Jesus, remember me when you come into your kingdom.” Jesus answered, “Truly I tell you, today you will be with me in paradise.” (Luke 23:42-43) Last-minute, zero good deeds, full criminal record—Jesus still booked him a room in paradise. If He loves that guy, He loves me.
- Does Jesus love me when I’ve denied Him, betrayed Him, acted like I never knew Him? Peter wept bitterly after denying Jesus three times. Days later Jesus pulled him aside and asked, “Simon, do you love me?” — three times. Then, “Feed my sheep.” (John 21:15-17) He didn’t fire Peter. He gave him the keys to the church. That’s how Jesus loves the ones who fail Him.
- Does Jesus love me when I feel too far gone? “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” (Matthew 11:28) All. Not some. Not the cleaned-up ones. All. Jesus literally invites the exhausted, burned-out, train-wreck versions of us to come crawl into His arms.
- Does Jesus love me… like, personally? “I have called you friends.” (John 15:15) “I have engraved you on the palms of my hands.” (Isaiah 49:16 — spoken by the One whose hands would soon be pierced) My name is a permanent scar on Him. That’s not a group hug. That’s eye-contact, heart-to-heart, “You. I choose you.”
So does Jesus love me? He loved me when I was His enemy. He loved me when I was hiding. He loved me when I had zero to offer back.
And the night I asked Him in that motel room, He answered the same way He always does: By showing up. By staying. By whispering my name like it’s His favorite sound in the universe.
If you’re asking tonight, listen close. He’s already answering. Yes. A million times yes. Jesus loves you—right now, exactly as you are, more than you’ll ever comprehend.
And He’s not planning on stopping.